I think i'm certifiable. I keep doing the same shit expecting different results..but they are always the same or even worse. I hate that the mess I have gotten myself into..at least I'm off heroin for the time being. Don't get me wrong, I'm the biggest dope fiend around but waking up without having to take nothing to get out of bed is fucking priceless. I don't know where Im going with this I just feel like I'm in a weird spot right now, needed to let some of this shit out.