Man I just can't shake this huge depression Im in. I sometimes wish my life took a different course, that I made different choices and that I was one of those people that the universe always seemed to be in their favor. Lately it seems nothing has gone in my favor. I am trying my best to do the right thing yet the universe keeps laughing in my face..
What is it about me, seriously I really am confused as to why no one is interested in me. I wish life came with a manual because I really am a clueless loser. Maybe it has to do with my idea of a good time is sitting around watching movies or playing video games, laying in bed talking instead of going out and getting smashed and treating women like garbage. I've never been that guy who treats girls like shit yet they are always getting the best looking women. The relationships I do manage to have I always (seriously always) fuck up inadvertenly because I'm a junkie or I get too comfortable. It depresses me when I think about what I could of had. I have no idea where I am going with..my therapist told me I should start writing my thoughts and feelings down, if you were expecting more sorry for wasting your time.
written Thursday, May 24, 2007
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